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#183 New year 16th day

2010-01-16T21:15:00.002+08:00

16th day. from the 1st day to the 16th, many things happen to me.
WORK AND WORK AND WORK.
Day work, night also work.
24/7 standby mode.
seriosuly didnt manage to meet up with all my friends last year or even few years ago.

PEOPLE THAT I MISSED:

Zhss 1N1 to 5N1 darlings.(Alot of them)
Zhss bball players (ALL) esp C girls and boys. (Manage to meet some of them)
ITE fruities jie mei.
Moi bball hao jie mei
Midnight chilling darlings.
MK0601 some of my friends (really didnt meet much after Aug)
ELDC peeps
Popular bookstore friends. (3 girls only)
Others - moi chilling friends

Some of them really didnt meet up.
Hopefully this year can meet them and continue...

#182 New Start, New Begining.

2010-01-01T00:19:00.003+08:00

Welcome to the year of 2010.
Hope this year will be a good year.

Hope all my wish will come true this year.
5 little small wish. LOL.
Wish all my friends to be xin fu and happy.
Friends Forever.

The most imp is to be 幸福and快乐

#181 Love this show

2009-12-27T23:22:00.002+08:00

I just watch the channel U show- 向日葵的约 also 花木兰。
Touching sia.
It shows the realistic life.
I like the show. so many thoughts and feeling sia.
who will share the same thought as me.?

花木兰 story is touching. so sad that both of them cannot be together sia.
Hai. 12 years of commitment to the country.
If there is no 陈坤，i think 赵薇cannot survive in the war.

Nice weekend. spend the weekend watching 2 good movie.
Hope tml will be a better day.

#180 What Happen

2009-12-27T21:14:00.001+08:00

In love with this song.
I think its time to get over and wake up.

#179 Count Down

2009-10-06T21:48:00.001+08:00

One More Month to driving test.
Omg im feeling so nervous sia.
Hopefully I can pass sia.

#178 NUMBER 2

2009-09-06T08:57:00.003+08:00

2 more months to driving test.
2 days to Shanghai.

Simply 2 happy, excited and nervous
Shanghai. I am coming.
Wait for me.

#177 i dun wish to see it again

2009-08-19T23:06:00.003+08:00

I just saw his Facebook. duno why feeling so weird sia.
I should have forgotten him and yet i tink i failed to do so.
How come sia.
Really hate this kind of feeling.
The moment i saw the photo that he posted 2 months ago. was so sweet n loving for them
but its feeling sux for me right now.

He wont know how i feel and i believe, he won believe what i said anymore.
We can jus be normal friend. super normal friend. HI-Bye friend.
I cant turn back the past.

My current feeling is so weird now.
i guess tml will be fine for me again.

#176 Happy Birthday Singapore-my home

2009-08-09T19:03:00.004+08:00

today is our country birthday. Singapore National Day.
and also, it is my jie mei- Chen YingTing's birthday

Hope she will enjoy her birthday (:
im staying at home to watch the parade.

rem 8.22pm.

#175 2nd chance

2009-08-09T17:27:00.006+08:00

我不想忘记你
就算可以
我宁可记得所有伤心
我努力想起你苦也没关系
用祝福和感激勇敢失去你
爱你这个决定
虽然艰辛
我不说对不起

i just hope that you will tok to me
that simple.
i hope you will rem me. and forget the past.
will 2nd chance given again?

#173 3RD JULY

2009-07-03T09:15:00.005+08:00

3rd July, i think i have already get over it.
every year at this period, will buy present but didnt give to him at all.

todae, strange enough, i nearly forget what day it is. i didnt buy present.
i think i have start to forget and recovering. HAHA.
IM SO CONTENT.
i couldnt contact him ever since ...
TODAE is his birthdae. Wish him 24th happy birthdae.

#172 B.L.U.F.F.

2009-06-11T12:02:00.003+08:00

B.L.U.F.F hate this word sia.
why should all of u BLUFF?
cant tell the truth mehx?
dun act innocent and tell me scare im angry
EXCUSES. RUBBISH. CRAPS.
hate people who bluff sia. yesh i admit i bluff before.
but i hate those people who bluff and yet act like they have no choice but to.
IRRITATING and SICKING.
i have been blogging alot of unhappy post.

#171 keep your mouth shut

2009-06-11T10:19:00.003+08:00

JUST KEEP YOUR MOUTH SHUT AND STOP GOSSIP
your mouth stinks.
really hate you.
Spend more time working la and stop msn-ing gossip
i saw what u wrote lo. stupid. big fool
cant keep to yourself mehx
still wan to act innocent.
FUCK YOU!

#170 Too Much

2009-06-10T14:30:00.003+08:00

The words you use are so harsh.
Cant you tink of others first.You think too high of yourself liao
simple hate you man. GET LOST LA.
Yesh, what you sae is so true but i just hate your attitude. i am not trying to act childish or what but i feel that you tink you beri li hai mehx
Who do you think you are. You are deleted from my memory always.

get lost la.

#169 Anybody knows?

2009-06-10T09:24:00.003+08:00

I really wonder if anybody bothers and knows.
Anybody care and concern.
Yes. today is a brand new day for me. I hope i will forget all the unhappiness i though yesterdae nite when im on my way home after driving lesson.
Yesterdae was a terrible nite, went sleep straight after i reach home.
I dun wan to stay awake and tink of the unhappiness thoughts i had.
nobody will really listen n keep it a secret. nobody will read my blog. i know.
so many things happen to me.some breaking news.
im unhappy. why always my fault. and why shd i always tink of others.
why shd i always care for ppl where they dun even bother about me.
what am i to u all? really true friends?
when i really treat u all as friends. do u actually do too?
what kind of ppl am i to you all? or u all jus fake fake being with me.
i really duno. i m so unhappy.
really want to be happy lehx. and no trouble n worries. when can i become like this?
i really wonder what did i do wrong tt make u all dislike me, even though we have no link. i really duno how to face u all even though we duno each other well..
everybody has their own life and enjoyment. left me alone.
i really hate the feeling of being wronged by others.
what did i do wrong?
who can actually tok to me n make me feel secure...

WHO?

#168 cheer up. smile please

2009-06-05T14:52:00.002+08:00

im not feeling happy at all.
so many things happen in this week.
the same for someone.
someone is not happy n i cant do anything.

It over i know. Cant back to normal liao.
Both of them are happily.
Left me.

i seriously duno how 2 move on.
i need some push. To push me away from them.

I wanted to sae but i noe someone will ignore n carry on with life.
im so so so unhappy
can anybody tell me why?

#167 突然好想你

2009-06-01T09:14:00.003+08:00

歌词：五月天(Mayday)-突然好想你

I bet nobody interest to see my blog and how im feeling.
im feeling super down.
i missed but just got a news that he is married.
tried to contact him but fail. his number and everything changes.

Im feeling super down now.
i cant cry.
im super moody

i need someone to tok.
but everyone seem busy or maybe.
NOBODY INTERESTED AND CARE.

LET ME DIE ALONE.

最怕空气突然安静
最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆突然翻滚
绞痛着不平息
最怕突然听到你的消息

想念如果会有声音
不愿那是悲伤的哭泣
事到如今
终於让自已属於我自已
只剩眼泪还骗不过自己

突然好想你
你会在哪里
过的快乐或委屈
突然好想你
突然锋利的回忆
突然模糊的眼睛

我们像一首最美丽的歌曲
变成两部悲伤的电影
为什麽你
带我走过最难忘的旅行
然后留下最痛的纪念品

我们那麽甜那麽美
那麽相信
那麽疯那麽热烈的曾经
为何我们
还是要奔向各自的幸福
和遗憾中老去

突然好想你
你会在哪里
过的快乐或委屈
突然好想你
突然锋利的回忆
突然模糊的眼睛

最怕空气突然安静
最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆突然翻滚
绞痛着不平息
最怕突然听到你的消息
最怕此生已经决定自己过
没有你却又突然
听到你的消息

#166 Hello June

2009-06-01T09:11:00.001+08:00

Hello to the month of JUNE and byebye to MAY.
MAY is a good month for me. (: though some challenges happen.

The 2nd last dae of MAY..went out with ELDC darlings and had lots of FUN.
more outing please.

1st dae of JUNE..i am going to MK0601 darlings' chalet. i bet, confrim we will hvae lots of fun too.
wait for me to blog all the pictures ba.

i have so much to blog, so many words to sae, so many tasks to do. but NOT ENOUGH TIME.

I HOPE JUNE WILL BE A GOOD MONTH FOR ME..

#165 Finally i blog

2009-05-29T13:48:00.001+08:00

Finally i blog.
so many pictures to blog but duno where to start sia
i shall blog tonite babe

WHO SAE FRIDAE IS GOOD.

i sae fridae is a bad dae for me
it seems like everyone is ignoring me.
why huh.
what have i done wrong
i tried msn 10 ppl and tey 2-3 ppl replied.
WHERE R THE REST??
WHERE R U ALL?
RR U ALL DEAD?

left 4 dead?-lala replied me such a lame answer that i feel like killing her

todae is friday. so?

#164 How to improve myself

2009-05-23T11:07:00.002+08:00

can anyone teach me?
how to improve myself?

i have so much to learn and i duno which one to start from.
WHERE IS MY STARTING LINE?

life is like a marathon
and relationship is like FLYING KITE.

#163 im back

2009-05-22T23:57:00.003+08:00

cindy has not blog for many weeks.
she starts working.
she is offically working with CPF INCOME.haha

CINDY IS EMPLOYED!
she love her job and will work hard in her job (:

she enjoy s her entire 3 weeks and blog all things tt happen to her.

(:

she still misses him =x

#162 1 MORE DAE

2009-05-08T10:23:00.001+08:00

I MORE DAY TO MY 23RD BIRTHDAE.
so many wishes ..haha..
23 YEARS OLD LE. super old and feeling quite sad.

count down 1 dae.

#161 AHHH

2009-05-06T23:44:00.002+08:00

YEAH..MY BIRTHDAE IS COMING BABE.
celebration coming on my way.
most of them are belated but its ok
im enjoying it.

#160 feel so...

2009-05-05T19:59:00.002+08:00

im feeling so...duno how 2 explain my current mood.

jus hate being ignored. u noe who u r.

dun wish to mention your name.

get lost la. idiot. im doing and living happily.

some idiots are just irritating.

#159 i have a wish

2009-05-03T19:07:00.003+08:00

birthdae coming but not as happy as what normal ppl are.
i have a wish..always wanting it to happen.
i hope this year will come true.

a simple celebration with all the darlings. and of course my family members.
i have a wish and hope it will come true.

the start of working life tml...

#158 working tml

2009-05-03T18:28:00.001+08:00

i will be workingg tml.
no more slacking babe.
miss all the fun and i hope more fun with my jiemeis.

CINDY IS STARTING WORK TML

first dae of work, wonder how it would be.
working at uncle place.will it be stress?how will it be like?

#157 ENJOY

2009-05-02T03:25:00.003+08:00

im going out to enjoy my Saturday with my buddies (:
will be back home on the Sundae.
i will enjoy my dae. will take tons of photos. HAHA.
i love taking photos.

Count Down 2 daes to the reality world.
im offically working on mondae 04.05.2009

#156 2nd dae of MAY

2009-05-02T01:36:00.003+08:00

i regret. for not making the choice. i regret for wasting so much time. i have so much regret and duno how i should sae. i wan to pour out all my frustration and unhappiness but who can. who really bothers and really keep the secret for you.
im right now listening to some chinese song, some of the lyrics really touches me and reflect my current mood. duno why this song reflect my mood and my thoughts. someting that i wan to tell somebody. 我想更懂你-its so difficult. i duno what im thinking now.m confused. in some way. the feeling sux now. i just went friendster and facebook to see some of the "close friends" in my secondary school life that i very very long didnt contact. im happy that they are happy with their current life and happy to see that they are fine. some of the people..make me remind of the past. i know we cant return to the past and somebody may not rem me and the past memories we had. someone has their own life and they are enjoy-ing. i should feel happy for them. i wonder if we can.....be friends again? but i tihink they might forget me and even dun wish to contact me again. You guys are remenbered. Each and everyone of u.

每次我想更懂你我们却更有距离
是不是都用错言语也用错了表情

其实我想更懂你不是为了抓紧你
我只是怕你会忘记有人永远爱着你

#155 Birthdae

2009-05-02T01:06:00.001+08:00

my Birthdae on Vesak Day.
cant wait to meet all my darlings for celebration.

#154 FUN FUN FUN

2009-05-01T18:53:00.002+08:00

yest had fun with all the buddies. (:
ENJOY and hope more outing coming on our way man .
COME ON EVERYONE..CHEER UP. WE ARE BUDDIES MAN.
really hope everything will be fine and back to normal. hope this MAY will be a good month for me.

#153 MAYDAE

2009-05-01T07:34:00.002+08:00

it is the 1st dae of may. a month which i love it most man. not because my birthdae is coming but i just love MAYDAY!
even though it is the 1st dae of MAY but im not happy.
i feeling so sux now. really. is my problem again? wat should i do sia. i choose to ignore but seems to get it worse. i realli give up. i m going to ignore it. i wan to live my life happy (:

#152 5th anniversary

2009-04-30T16:20:00.004+08:00

this coming JULY is our friendship 5th anniversary. i didnt realise until FION msn tok to me and remind me about it. time flies.i m getting older. we knew each other during ITE school times, we were lucky becosz even we ransfer to new school-ITE SIMEI, we are in the same classes. we had lots of fun, memories. alothough from a group of 10 people to only the 4 of us who are beri close. we still have fun together. although we are doing different things and stuff, we manage to meet each other as soon as we are free. thank you girls. thank you for ya understanding. thank you for concern and everything. thank you. i really duno how 2 thank u girls. but i promise you all.
ALL THE FUN I MISSED. I WILL JOIN YOU ALL FROM NOW ONWARDS.
i really love you girls. although we hardly meet or chat on frone and so on but when we meet, we still have alot to catch up sia.

we are going to cele our 5th anniversary in BATAM. haha. hopefully everyone can make it.

let the pictures recall all our wonderful memories. actually there are alot of pictures but i just post the reent outing and some wonderful outing that 4 of us had. HAHA

3 YEARS AGO..IN ITE SIMEI..THE US!

ANGELA 22ND BIRTHDAE
@ NEW YORK NEW YORK

RANDOM OUTING @ BUGIS

DINNER @VIVO

ADVANCE V DAE CELEBRATION @ JURONG POINT

XIAOWEI 21ST BIRTHDAE @ PASIR RIS

DINNER @ HEREEN

DINNER AT RAFFLES CITY
+
KELVIN BIRTHDAE CELEBRATION

CHILLING AT CHINATOWN

our friendship will go on and on

until forever ma (:

#151how can u forget everything

2009-04-30T01:29:00.003+08:00

why am i always tink of some unhappy thing at this freaking hour sia. si bei kns sia.
its like i wan to forget de lo but...
ai yoyo..kns sia.
how can u forget everything.4 years of memories ...how can u ignore it. u really forget le ma?
i noe you wont read my blog, and i know u r not interested at all. im nothing to you, not even a friend i guess. im just a passer-by in your teenage life only.
from now on...i really hope that u wont contact me anymore. dun contact me and halfway disappear again. the feeling is jus sux man. 7 years of waiting is really nothing, meaningless to me anymore.
please dun appear in front of me. i hope. i hope we will neber meet again. all the notes and drawing that you drew, i will just throw them away. it does not mean anything to me now.

so what if the card is around, do you rem why u sign this card?the reason behind it?
这张卡已经没有意义了

#150 傻瓜

2009-04-30T00:21:00.002+08:00

傻瓜也许单纯地懂爱得没那么做作
爱上了我不保留

傻瓜我们都一样被爱情伤了又伤
相信这个他不一样却又再一次受伤

傻瓜我们都一样受了伤却不投降
相信付出会有代价代价只是一句傻瓜

i guess im a big big fool. stupid fool.

a fool who wait for nothing.
a fool who wait for miracle
a fool who believe everything tt person said
a fool who cried for tt person
just a fool man.

feeling so down now. AGAIN!

#149 meeting friends.

2009-04-29T14:43:00.003+08:00

cindy ong is going to keep herself busy everydae (: .
she's going to enjoy herself and go out with all different group of kaki.
now she is going to meet MK0601 soon
so many things to tok and gossip man .

#148 big match

2009-04-29T02:38:00.001+08:00

Chelsea VS Barcelona
RIGHT NOW.

#147 vesak dae=my birthdae

2009-04-29T02:35:00.005+08:00

MAY IS COMING
My Birthdae falls on Vesak Dae
i love the number 9
many wishes. many hopes.

#146 in love with

2009-04-29T01:57:00.004+08:00

omg. i jus cant believe it. im inlove with this camera. love the colour man. it freaking cool. saw it from magazine and i went online to search for it.
IM WAITING FOR IT FAIR. I WAN TO BUY THE CAMERA.
i want to buy a camera to snap all the wonderful memories i have with all my friends and family (:
im right noe looking for a bronze or brown camera. (;
either sony cybershot or canon sia.im still deciding.

T90 OR T900??

i have to wait for my first pay. den i will be able to buy...sony cybershot are quite expensive.maybe i go for other brand instead.

I WAN A CAMERA

#145 shopping starts from todae

2009-04-29T01:19:00.002+08:00

finally..i got my pay
todae went shopping from ochard to bugis.
bought alot of clothes, shoes and bags.
the feeling is so great.
i still have alot of things to buy sia. bought alot of office wear clothes.
still have alot of things haven buy sia. i want to buy makeup stuffs, skincare products and hand cream.

I WANT TO DYE MY HAIR BLACK.black black black.
im offically employed!
i will be starting work from next mon. omg. after work cele my birthdae with all my darlings.
i scare i cannot tahan sia

i hope my birthdae will be enjoyable. a simple dinner and takes tons of photos. that's what i want (:

shopping is so great!

#144 the weather is killing me

2009-04-25T15:45:00.003+08:00

ITS FREAKING HOT and i duno what to do.
i have been siting in front of my KDK'S fan for hours.
lazy to blog.no mood to blog and alot to blog.
im melting...

老天爷。请你哭吧。为我流泪吧！

When will it rains? although i dun really like raining.
i feel like going to the beach!! in this weather. go cycling and so on.

shall blog again tonite.(:

#143 1 more month

2009-04-09T22:40:00.003+08:00

one more month to 23rd and 7 more years to reach 30.
i have alot of wishes. who can grant me?

HAHA.
i wonder if my friends rem my birthdae.?
i wonder if the celebration will be fun.
better dun tink so much..
1 more month.....OMG..

1 more month. JUST EXACTLY 1

#142 viod deck can be so fun

2009-04-09T22:02:00.004+08:00

this pictures was taken on chinese new year dae 2. my hao jie mei MOMO jio me at my house viode deck for a chat.
get to know songda and his bro songwei. quite fun chilling with them.
hope can mahjong with them soon =)
HOPE TO MEET U ALL SOON!!!

if you cant see the flash clearly, here are the photos:

viode deck can be so fun. so relax. so enjoyable.

#141 情歌- i like this song

2009-04-05T02:41:00.001+08:00

习惯是琥珀泪一滴滴被反锁
情书在不朽淹没成沙漏

青春的上游白云飞走藏够雨还有
闪过的念头潺潺地流走
命运好幽默让爱的人都沉默
一整个宇宙换一颗红豆

回忆如困兽
寂寞太久而渐渐温柔
放开了拳头反而更自由

慢动作千卷胶卷重播默片
定格一瞬间

我们在告别的演唱会
说好不再见
你写给我我的第一首歌
你和我十指紧扣
默协前奏
可是呢然后呢
还好我又握着一首情歌
轻轻地轻轻哼着哭着笑着
我的天长地久
命运好幽默让爱的人都沉默
一整个宇宙换一颗红豆

回忆如困兽
寂寞太久而渐渐温柔
放开了拳头反而更自由

长镜头越来越远越来越远
时隔好几年
我们在怀念的演唱会
礼貌地吻别

你写给我
我的第一首歌
你和我十指紧扣
默协前奏
可是呢然后呢
还好我又握着一首情歌
轻轻地轻轻哼着哭着笑着
我的天长地久

陪我唱歌清唱你的情歌
舍不得短短副歌
心还热着也该告一段落
还好我又握下一首情歌
是你宛如轻轻的像涌的河
永远天长地久

#140 ben dan again.

2009-04-05T01:59:00.004+08:00

1 year already, ben dan didnt meet for 1 year as ben dan group le.

last wednesdae
our dear ck came back from taiwan and brought us lot of things.
i will post the gift soon.
we meet her at bugis mos burger and chilled.
after tt head to orchard road to meet XR, FATT, LA, DARYL with MAR and YAKAT.
we played until dawn and all i can sae is: it was fun.

BEN DAN, lets meet again and chill. missed the fun we had in hougang area sia.

thanks momo for telling megot this effect (:

when will we meet again?
i can meet u girls and chill after my work.
just leave me a sms. (:
im okay

#139 i have nothing to sae

2009-04-05T01:53:00.002+08:00

the nite is so quiet and peaceful.
this is the scenery at hougang

shit sia. i hate this hour. nthing to do but only start to think of alot-emo.
i dun wan to use EMO this word sia. wan to get this word out of my life.
i hate EMO sia. ARGHH.
i didnt noe my hse scenery is so beautiful at nite.
so quiet and peace.

MISS ALL THE FUN WITH MY FRIENDS.
MISS SOMEONE.
MISSED LOTS OF FUN AND NOW I WAN TO GET BACK ALL THE FUN I MISSED.

good daes are coming. yeah. i wan to enoy my life. to the fullest. (:
i have so much things to do. wait for me.

#138 what shall i do?

2009-04-02T02:50:00.004+08:00

whats my next step?
what should i do.
its has been 1 month...im doing nth.
no finding job at all until my uncle offer me to work with him...
i start thinking..shall i? or shall not?

at this time, it is so difficult to find jobs outside.
but...it has been few daes...my uncle didnt contact me again...
shall i cor him or not?

but...if i cor him...my working life will being...
boring working life starts soon...

i really duno what i wan now. i jus wan to pass my final theory. that's all..
i need $$$ to learn driving.

thanks to all my jie meis for their advises.. (:

#137 another online shop

2009-03-31T16:12:00.002+08:00

http://decouleur.livejournal.com

another nice website to shop and browse for clothes.
LADIES. PLEASE GO IN HAVE FUN (:
this online shop is from my jie mei- YINGTING and her friends
please fully support yeah.
enjoy browsing.

go in. WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR?

#136 Happy 21st Birthdae SISTER

2009-03-30T17:16:00.004+08:00

Happy 21st birthdae to my sister.
had a family celebration. sweet and happy (:
May all your wish come true.
nice birthdae cake.

21st birthdae, another stage of life. JIA YOU

#135 SHOP HERE

2009-03-25T16:27:00.002+08:00

ATTENTION!

http://berriesbutton.multiply.com/

this is a new online shop tt offer reasonable price stuff. CHECK IT OUT YO!
haha. this online shop website is created by my best darling- FION YEO.
please show your support and if you have any question, feel free to approach.

i bought a super cheap and NICE bracelets for myself (:
cant wait to collect it sia.

the website is still PENDING sia. will upload more sia. so please be patient.
add in your facebook and friendster

best website (; i like
browse when you are free.

#134 save the EARTH

2009-03-25T16:04:00.003+08:00

i received a email from starhub and it says:
SWITCH OFF YOUR LIGHTS FOR 1 HOUR from march 28 ,830pm to 930pm

i wonder if everyone would switch off? HAHA.
i will be working on 28th march 830pm to 930pm. i cant imagine that the whole popular bookstore is black. HAHA..

Aniwae, if you are alone at home, going to sleep or going out, try to make an effort to switch off all your lights on 830pm to 930pm, is at nite not in the morning. HAHA.

SAVE THE EARTH. DO YOUR PART

#133 waiting

2009-03-20T12:18:00.000+08:00

im waiting..
i duno what im waiting and why im waiting.
wait and wait.
the feeling is terrible.
nobody will understand.

how long do i have to wait

#132 online shopping. SHOP HERE

2009-03-19T16:44:00.002+08:00

http://berriesbutton.multiply.com/

come here n shop for cheapest stuff.
CHECK IT OUT.
this is my jie mei- fifi's website.

(:

support yeah

#131 basketball again

2009-03-19T16:03:00.001+08:00

i want to plae basketball again sia.
had bball game with poly friends last week. it was fun sia.
really enjoy being with them.
enjoy the game and hope to have more games.

more bball game please.

#130 regret

2009-03-17T08:57:00.002+08:00

result not bad.quite happy.
but slightly regret.
regret that 1st year didnt work hard enough.
regret that 1st year didnt take exam seriously.
always depend on sup paper.

if not..my result will be slightly better than now.
too late to regret
regret=no use

#129 gd luck and gd bye

2009-03-16T23:54:00.000+08:00

Gd luck to everyone.
results coming soon.
im so scare...

gd bye to some friends. we might not see each other again sia.
thank you for all the wonderful memories.

result coming in 4 min time.

#128 a big smile.

2009-03-11T23:21:00.003+08:00

feeling so lucky with a big smile now.
but something is holding me.
im still feeling sad though something gd happen to me

my 1st wish come true.
will the 2nd and 3rd come along too?
i hope so

#128 get over it

2009-03-10T22:00:00.002+08:00

duno why suddenly tink of ...
i tink i really must forget sia.
really sia. I MUST.

feeling so sian right now.
nobody bothers to listen my complaints again.

#127 share my feeling

2009-03-10T19:48:00.004+08:00

Listen to this song and share the same thoughts as me.

天空下起雨了
他撑的伞在你的身边陪着
可是我不快乐
因为看见他脸上的笑是很勉强的

我很想爱他但是眼睛在说谎
隐瞒比较容易吧免得感情变的复杂
我很想爱他但是理智在吵架
退出可以解围吗谁能给我一个好的回答
爱情是模糊的
可怜的是没有勇气选择
如果再舍不得
这样下去我们每个人都是受害者

当爱情陷在危险边缘
是否都会伤痕累累
是否都会苦不堪言

find out the song name yaself ba.its nice.
nice song.sad lyrics

#126 same nick same feeling

2009-03-10T19:08:00.004+08:00

tt stupid joyce tan guan lian msn me tell me that our msn nick is the same.
haha.
i tink right now our feeling and thinking is the same.
hai.right now the feeling is not good at all.
if given a 2nd chance in everything...

MY MSN NICK:

HER MSN NICK:

#125 final theory tml

2009-03-09T19:46:00.000+08:00

omg. i so super worry sia.
tml final theory sia..
wat to do and how sia.HAHA
WISH ME GOOD LUCK BA.
now im trying hard to study and hope i will pass.

I WANT TO DRIVE AS SOON AS I CAN.

#124 met momo

2009-03-09T01:24:00.003+08:00

just met momo.
had fun chilling.
a simple and short one
had a tok with her.
she consoles me.
she tells me wat to do.
i noe what went wrong.

thank you ! MOMO. for all ya attention to me.
THANK YOU. (:
u r really my hao jie mei. i though we will have less topic to talk becosz we hardly meet but unexpectedly..we r the same. STILL AS GD AS BEFORE.

picture took on k-ing last year:

my hao jie mei-momo (known her for years already)

#123 2 more months

2009-03-09T01:17:00.001+08:00

2 more months and i will be 23rd liao.
2 more months will be MAY 9.
AND MY BIRTHDAE FALLS ON VESAK DAE-SAT

time flies sia. i really duno what to do sia
23 years old meaning?
get married?a stable job?be a rich woman? or do nothing.

7 more years to 30. OMG. i cant believe it sia

going to be 23rd soon. 2 more months

#122 Please help her

2009-03-08T19:40:00.002+08:00

i read my jie mei's blog-angela's one and she post a blog link about this little girl
i read the entire blog and feel sad about it.

you can click on this link.

like what angela said in her blog. life is so short. why bother so much. why worry so much. we should live our life to the fullest right?
these few daes im feeling unhappy...no money no job no qualification
what i want do next?
what's my aim. i tink i found my aim but i duno how 2 start, where to start n when to start?
but now after reading this blog, i suddenly feel that...i shall live my life happily. dun tink of the past.
from todae march 8 onwards..my new life starts... i will not rem the past. forget XXX and others.
move forward. i noe my jie meis will encourage me de right?

last time, i noe even though u all tell me so many times to forget xxx but i didnt bother. but now..i realy wan 2 forget xxx sia.. i have so many things to do. i wan to drive, go tour with my jie meis. dun wan to stay in singapore. so sian sia. haha...i hope everything will go smoothly for me.

i want JOY. not EMO.

MY NEW LIFE STARTS TODAE.

#121 i want to go

2009-03-08T14:44:00.002+08:00

i just read from yahoo news.

i want to go next week.
who wants to go with me.
i can make it on next sat sia.

i bet it will be a super interesting trip.

#120 miss u my jie meis.

2009-03-08T13:25:00.005+08:00

真的太久不见啦
我随时OK就等你电话

喝到挂唱到哑
笑到流泪哭到趴

this is what i wan 2 sae to u all: to all my friends.

pictures was take on xmas celebration 2008

#119 todae is 38!

2009-03-08T12:06:00.003+08:00

Now den i realize, today is 三八妇女节. Is aunties' dae sia!
Hope all the aunties enjoy todae n rest well.
stop 三八 todae!

happy dae for all the aunties.

#118 i have an aim

2009-03-06T09:26:00.003+08:00

i have an aim.
i want to be ...(many many)
dun wish to sae ut i know what i wan.

now i hopefully my aim can achieve. after tt i wan to go oversea with all my jie meis..
i want sia. that will be after i find a stable job.

wish me good luck

i miss all my friends..

#117 FREE FROM SCH BUT NTH TO DO

2009-03-03T02:14:00.002+08:00

im free from school but nth to do.
feel so lost
WHAT TO DO NEXT?
DO YOU CARE AND BOTHER?
i shall plan wat to do next.
JIA YOU!

#116 im super free

2009-02-25T21:14:00.002+08:00

cindy ong is super free todae onwards.
right now.
she needs rest badly.
she's having cough n flu.
she hates medicine.

what shall she do next?
slack for months?
find a job?
get maaried! haha

#115 BYE MK0601

2009-02-25T20:54:00.004+08:00

TODAE LAST PAPER!
suppose to be happy becosz exam are over but...
start to worry. after exam. what shall i do? slack for life or get myself a job.

JUST had fun with MK0601 gang. they are super fun sia.
went to pan pac hotel for buffet. after that head to daryl house for mahjong and slacking.
I ADMIT THAT I MUST IMPROVE ON MY POKER SKILL
i lost $4 in poker but win $5++ in mahjong.
i tink mahjong suits me more.

MK0601 neber ends...we will always have regular outing sia. haha. i hope.
night supper or chilling also can
anything as long as we contact each other.

MK0601. THANK YOU. 3 years of studying together.
happy and bad times though but...MK0601 WE ROX SIA.

our MAWARDS WILL START SOON...I WILL DO THE TROPHY AND I SHALL POST IN FACEBOOK.(the details will ask MR YT.) haha..paiseh i forget this part sia =p
haha

yeah man.

hope we will stay contact till old sia.
our friendship dun stop here. PLEASE.

miss u guys sia
more photos loading yeah.

#114 suddenly

2009-02-19T23:06:00.001+08:00

alamak..what happen sia.
suddenly feel so sad.
cant rem anything sia.
cant focus
suddenly i realise..im gg to end my school life soon.
it marks the end of my entire school life.
new goals, new cindy.

seriously, after a week of thinking, i realise i really need to change.
change for the better

i swear i will change.
and i need a change.

i need to grow up./ working life is totally different from school life.
i must stay strong sia.

suddenly..
MISS MY FRIENDS. MK0601. 3 years sia.. i still rem before i enter NYP, i was so worried about the age gap and so on.
in e end, things turn out better on the 3rd year. super fun and enjoyable.
miss the times.

school life going to end. what will happen to me? i need to sit down and tink it through.
i cant waste anymore time liao.

so fast. so soon. i missed.

#113 im the worst

2009-02-16T23:38:00.001+08:00

suddenly so pek chey after toking to a friend sia
FCUK.
im the worst person ok? the most petty person.the most selfish one. ok?
u guys are the best ..best of friends.
ok la..u all friend friend together la
jus ignore me.

MIA till 25 feb. till exam over.

#112 study time

2009-02-15T02:25:00.003+08:00

cindy ong must start to study for her exam now.
she will be MIA till fridae sia. please msg her or msn her if anything imp.
do not call her and she wont answer your call.

I must work super hard for THE LAST LAP.
last paper on 25th Feb-Wed.
MAWARDS on that dae.

after wed, cindy is free..haha
but stress coming...

Not back to sch but back to study
CHIONG CHIONG CHIONG
冲冲冲！！
all the way

#111 Happy V Dae

2009-02-14T15:57:00.001+08:00

Happy V dae to all the couples.
hope you all enjoy.
but for me...staying at home to study and dinner with some buddies at EHUB. chill and tok cock.
haha
tt our V dae program, nothing much also.

another v dae for year 2009

#110 what am i

2009-02-14T15:32:00.001+08:00

suddenly...what i am?
what am i to you guys?
suddenly feel so lost...like nobody bothers like tt.
maybe im rotting at home for too long, so start to tink of stupid questions

what am i to u all?

#109 it is EDAY

2009-02-12T15:07:00.002+08:00

on 7th Feb which is our Nanyang Polytechnic School of Business Management EDAY.
EDAY= Entrepreneurship Day.

we had to go to school on sat for presentation and the judges are external judges.
our group name BLISTER NO MORE.

i love this group!

#108 recall the good times

2009-02-12T14:40:00.003+08:00

we had a group outing on the previous holidae-2 weeks holidae.
we had fun sia.
it was a 2008 xmas celebration at dorin house.
i enjoyed myself and i missed the times.

i hope even after our poly life, we will still go out meet and have fun sia.
night outing also can sia.
is not i hope. is i want.

seriously. i enjoy my 3 years in the poly life with them. even though my age is 3 years different from them, but i enjoy their craps, lame jokes and gossips..

missing person in the photo: foo rong sheng & siok yee

our friendship never ends..it just begin

i promise...more photos will be upload on MK0601 outing. i will do a sum up for you guys.

#107 worry

2009-02-12T09:52:00.002+08:00

omg im super worry
3 years of poly life gone sia. so fast
what should i do next?

find job? slack?
i also duno lehx.
how sia.

what should i do?

friends out there, i will keep fan u all, so you all dun find me fan can le. ok?
friends out there, jio me out ok? im so bored.

friends out there, pei me find job ok?
life is so sian. what shoud i do?

#106 Happy Birthdae mama

2009-02-11T08:09:00.002+08:00

todae is feb 11 when it is my dearest mama birthdae.
im gg to surprise her later on
we are gg to buy cake and present for her.
actually on her Lunar birthdae we already give her ang bao le.
so now we are not going to give her ang bao.
we are going to buy present for her

the present is a handphone as my sis is going to retain her number but she want to change plan.
my mama wants a simple phone only...
im still deciding which hp to buy but right now i tink this hp suits her:

#105 last lap of my poly life

2009-02-10T17:15:00.002+08:00

this is my final lap.
i mus jia you.
finally. the final lap for presentation ends. now left with final exam which is next week
CINDY ONG JIA YOU.

im damn worry lo , im afraid that i cant find job after i graduate sia.
haix. i estimate that i will be jobless for 6months.

go go go. its the final lap.

#104 i passed my theory (:

2009-02-10T15:47:00.002+08:00

haha.after the first time tt i forgot to bring my IC for theory test.
i went for the 2nd time for BASIC THEORY TEST.

and..i passed. haha. im super happy and my FINAL THEORY will starts on march 10. wish me good luck.
if everything is smoothly. i will be able to get my license on sept. haha. FRIENDS. wait for me.

haha.. on my way..final theory...!

#103 E-DAY. steamboat time

2009-02-10T14:36:00.002+08:00

i had so many steamboat session with ELDC peeps. but this is really the 1st time they came moi house and had fun.
POKER,MAHJONG,CRAPS,
we had fun though it is a beri mini steamboat session with them.
this is our 100000x times steamboat liao
next time i shall blog all the steamboat session with them.

(:

MORE OUTINGS WITH THEM. i want.

#102 finally..blueprint

2009-02-03T01:51:00.003+08:00

omg..i spent 50min to print out this blueprint.
finally me n my teammate hard work paid off sia.

TUE-SMK

WED-PS
THUR-QM
FRI-IMC
SAT-ENTRE

when will it over. i cant take it anymore. i need a rest badly.

#101 stupid comment.

2009-02-02T17:53:00.003+08:00

haha. i rec comments from friends to stop me from emo-ing. i tink they du lan me liao.
old woman emo-ing is damn bo liao and stupid to them. haha

they must be thinking: "this stupid old woman, keep emo, may as well jump down from the builidng-repeated 10 times (sound so familiar)."
haha

ok. i promise to myself
from todae..now ...stop emo-ing. i wan to be a happy OLD WOMAN..haha
really, i cannot dun admit im old. suddenly realised that 7 more years to 30. quite scary sia.
some people at my this age already marry n yet. im still schooling...nth great. haix.
haha

OK. STOP EMO. .GET BACK TO PROJECTS

#100 timid old women

2009-02-02T17:23:00.002+08:00

omg god. i getting super old n getting super timid.
keep afraid of this and that.
alamak.
example: a small thing i also worry so much n force myself to explain till like duno what
actually its really a small thing. i duno worry n keep explain for what.

im crazy liao.
i dun wan to be like this.
who can help me huh.

why i so ...i also duno how 2 sae sia.
die die.
going to be 23 n yet my mind and behavior still like tt.
i wan to change
YESH. i wan to change. from now.
FROM NOW. THIS MOMENT

#99 am i a failure

2009-02-01T12:32:00.003+08:00

i feel that im a failure.
failure in doing anything.
i feel so hopeless...
im at lost. i really duno what to do.
how how how

everyone make mistakes..dont you too?
do you have the right to sae or give comment.
sometimes...忍is most people. but some people dont..they just gossip about you n they tink you duno anything.

i need to tok to someone, someone who really listens and wont sae out to anybody else.
cosz right now...i seriously dun believe in anyone.
not a single one

1 more mth...and im free...i want to rest and meet up with all my friends.
i miss them like crazy.
miss chilling with them.

#98 1/2 done

2009-01-31T03:47:00.001+08:00

im super tired. just manage to finish 2 to 3 project pf my part. 2 more to go..
next week lots o presentation.
need to wear formal
where to get so many formal sia. si bei kns lehx
so sian
so tired
so sleeply.
i wan to go to my bed liao.
BYE.

working tml=another sian dae.

#97 new year mood, new year cake

2009-01-30T22:04:00.004+08:00

my very first new year cake that i make in the 2nd dae of new year. aha.
of course the cake i make is successful la.
HAHA.
but abit..tough and i duno why the shape like so weird weird one,
will show you the pictures:
please dun laugh as this is my first attempt sia. will try to improve again one
i dun understand lehx. i follow the instruction but still will go wrong sia. how come lehx

i shall make again...
please dun laugh..
i know the shape abit...

#96 Its NAFA

2009-01-25T07:53:00.003+08:00

It has been a long time ever since NAFA. but seriously, our class waited until the 3rd round of NAFA then we attend. ME, YUAN,DORIN,JJ,SIQI,SIOK,SIM, we went to the NAFA and had fun.
haha.

i admit that drop my NAFA results to bronze. haha..but who cares. we just manage to complete all the 5 stations and run 2.4KM. haha.

had fun with MK0601 in the NAFA.
first time see them wear sports wear sia. haha

we had fun.

#95 New year mood..but...

2009-01-23T05:33:00.001+08:00

new year is coming..im excited but...somehow feeling super unhappy.
yesh.i have lots of complaints, troubles.

i know im a troublesome person..
i should enjoy my new year and heck care all the unhappy things around me.

i SHALL be happy.

#94 why am i doing here

2009-01-23T05:26:00.006+08:00

Everyone is sleeping and why am i still awake .
i have so much things to say.

do u tink u deserve that? what do u mean by this? i noe i make mistakes but im trying to do as much as i can. cant you see it.

why im different from others...what would others tink? you tink u dont make mistakes mehx.
den did i do the way that you did to me? i didnt lo...

WHO CAN ACTUALLY LISTEN TO ME SIA and will keep it a secret?

i tink u r seriously super unfair lo.
i tink u really damn unfair.
i really have nothing to sae...

i...have...nth to sae...
i know i deserve it.

#93 its ponyo again

2009-01-21T03:49:00.002+08:00

i really had enough of this ponyo song.
PONYO PONYO PONYO.
actually wanted to watch the movie but ...i tink forget about it.
dun feel like watching it anymore.
thanks to one of my classmate who kept playing the video and songs.

but...i like the poster..its damn nice.
at first i though it was a mushroom but it turn out to be a fish.
MUSHROOM and FISH? super no link lo. i also duno what im thinking.
i tink i abit sot sot liao. (due to the busy schedule)

#92 what did i do ?

2009-01-20T23:22:00.003+08:00

what did i do wrong?
did i offend you?
why like that?

i feel so unfair unhappy...
i tried my best...

dun wish to mention what happen but i jus dun like tt kind of attitude treated.
am i your friend or clown to make fun of...i had enough. REALLY.

#91 Finally...

2009-01-13T14:21:00.003+08:00

Finally my posters are done and thanks to XINGWEI for helping me to edit the colour and gimme his idea.
THANK YOU SO MUCH

now i shall continue to study my Personal Selling ICA2-30%. JIA YOU CINDY.
oh dear, im stuck at chapter 4..how to go on to 5 and 6..ALAMAK. SAVE ME PLEASE.

TAKE A LOOK AT MY WORK PIECE:
We are doing an advertising for a module call IMC- our group choose a topic known as Quit Gambling.

off i go. i m not sleeping tonight sia. hai
wish me good luck.
after tml. i can slack abit.

#90 project week.

2009-01-12T01:08:00.005+08:00

this entire month is our MK0601 project week. the start of our project sia. super busy and alot of projects.
really dun understand why the project now divided into so many parts. part A B C D. SIAN SIA
so troublesome and so many presentation.

start with Entrepreneur Project. so many parts and so many presentation.
so many meetings and so on...but all i can sae is: NICE WORKING WITH YOU GUYS.
haha. everything goes so smoothly and steady sia. (:

Wednesday-7th Jan : Entrepreneur ICA 2

Some pictures we took while waiting for tutor to come...
MORE PROJECTS COMING SOON and More pictures...

#89 my fault again

2009-01-12T00:55:00.003+08:00

cindy ong feel like dying.she dun understand why she is always at fault.
she is going crazy.she feel that she owes everyone.she is the worst person tt ever meet.

cindy breaks her promises.

always late.
always put plane.
is ugly fat and horrible.
always sae want to do this but fail
always want to go out with friends but fail
always like to gossip (like others wont)
always like to blame ppl
study sux like duno what

she is the most horrible girl .she has no good points.ARE YOU ALL SATISFIED.? IM THE WORST PERSON EVER. who actually treat her as friends? who?can? why are you guys so unfair.im always in e wrong and yet u all always be the angels.why?cant u all use your big fat brain and tink whos right and wrong?cant you all use your big fat eyes and see?jus believe anybody said.what the hell.there is no difference between a good person and bad person.forget about itjust get lost la.you guys wont rem me anywae.im not a good frien anywae.im nothing to you all. JUST NOTHING.
feeling super down and unfair.so much things to sae but who will listen?who will ask.

#88 2008..LEFT A FEW HOURS

2008-12-31T14:13:00.002+08:00

left a few hours to 2009...
moi wish..
alot and lot..

i hope to hvae more times with friends.
and they rem me.

as simple as this.
can ma?

#87 Happy Birthdae Brother-Ivan

2008-12-29T09:40:00.003+08:00

todae is my brother 16th Birthdae. finally he is 16. he is a teenager.
i must faster head home to celebrate birthdae with him sia.
this holidae is moving too fast. i didnt do much things during the holidae yeah.
new year is coming. the earth is spining too fast.
can you stop for a dae? let me finish all moi work?

HAPPY BIRTHDAE IVAN ONG.

this is your advance birthdae cake.

#86 Merry Xmas 2008

2008-12-25T00:38:00.002+08:00

Merry Xmas 2008. cindy wishes all her friends and family xin fu and happy always.
another festive. another celebration. another fun. i shall blog all e outings and events soon.

cindy had lots and lots of fun. she is not trouble anymore. she is happy (: she is content.
HAHA.

cindy wishes: EVERYONE MERRY XMAS!

enjoy your xmas with your love ones.

#85 going out for BBQ

2008-12-18T00:41:00.000+08:00

cindy ong is away. away to BBQ to join the girls. i noe i will have fun. even though cindy is sick =p.
dun care about sickness. jus go n have fun.
this week is a fun week. everything goes well except work.
will blog again to tell you about work.

BYEBYE

#84 he dun bothers

2008-12-17T01:02:00.001+08:00

he dun care and bothers about you. why shd you care.
its time to let go. PLEASE.

carry on with your life and do watever u wish 2 do.
no point fan him and tok to him.
ok?